After my second opinion visit I had to go for a quick procedure which determined that my symptoms died down. I give all the glory to my God. 'Til this day i haven't had a flare. On the other hand, I think i've developed rheumatoid arthritis. At least what's what webmd tells me. I'm almost sure I do because people with my disease can develop arthritis. I have lower back pain like nobody's business. Then my upper left shoulder throbs with pain too. I was referred to a rheumatologist to confirm it's arthritis. I hope i'm wrong. Geez, if it's not one thing it's another. I'm ready to move on to the next phase in my life but my body is telling me it's not time yet. I don't feel 100% back yet. But on the contrary, I've been feeling a lot better (been going to the gym with Mel) and I give thanks to my God for that. I have yet to find out why this happened to me. I know there's a perfect explanation that I will some day figure out ;)
It's Christmas! I can't believe it came and left, well, almost. We've got a couple hours until it's completely over. In a way THANK GOD. I knew this years festivities were going to be...not festive. However, i'm not upset at the fact that I've been home in my pj's all day "celebrating Christmas." And guess what? I'm happy to say that today I danced. I...danced. I moved my body to the beat of a song. While I was cleaning. I felt...like my old self. In no time i'll be dancing in front of the mirror again!
I'd just like to point out that my sister got a macbook pro for christmas, from my parents. When I was 13 I used to get socks. Love that girl, she deserves it.
Mel got me 2 things that I really wanted, a "A Photo A Day" album form Urban outfitters, Mel said I don't take pictures like I used to which is true, after everything thats happened I lost interest, so he's trying to get me back on that track... and i also got a Microdermabrasion machine for the flawless face i'm trying to achieve haha...Merry Christmas.
p.s. We didn't get the house we wanted, they accepted someone else's contract :(
Still searching.
It's Christmas! I can't believe it came and left, well, almost. We've got a couple hours until it's completely over. In a way THANK GOD. I knew this years festivities were going to be...not festive. However, i'm not upset at the fact that I've been home in my pj's all day "celebrating Christmas." And guess what? I'm happy to say that today I danced. I...danced. I moved my body to the beat of a song. While I was cleaning. I felt...like my old self. In no time i'll be dancing in front of the mirror again!
I'd just like to point out that my sister got a macbook pro for christmas, from my parents. When I was 13 I used to get socks. Love that girl, she deserves it.
Mel got me 2 things that I really wanted, a "A Photo A Day" album form Urban outfitters, Mel said I don't take pictures like I used to which is true, after everything thats happened I lost interest, so he's trying to get me back on that track... and i also got a Microdermabrasion machine for the flawless face i'm trying to achieve haha...Merry Christmas.
p.s. We didn't get the house we wanted, they accepted someone else's contract :(
Still searching.
